Life Update
written by Joel
June 7th, 2025 at 3:49 PM CET
Its been a while since Id actually written something here (aside from the short post DJ CatFish made last month apparently), so here goes.
As I said before, last year was tough. The second half especially. Had a huge trauma relapse and it SUCKED. But looking back, it was inevitable. It wasnt out of nowhere, Id already been dissociating for a few months before that, and it took one bitch acting like one of my past abusers to send me spiraling. But its been around a year now and Im doing better than I have in a while. Im medicated and have processed my trauma enough so that Im not having breakdowns all the time. It didnt get erased (it never does) but I can cope pretty well now.
I have a job now. Technically. The point is, I have a stable income, though Im currently working on controlling my impulses so I dont spend all of it on energy drinks by the end of the month. Lmao. At least I dont go to school anymore lol.
I will be going on summer vacation in roughly 3 weeks. I cant wait for the village and the city park and my friends farm, guys theyre gonna have frillback pigeons on the farm!!!! Oh yeah, did I mention Im obsessed with pigeons atm? I actually have a flock feral of pigeons that wait by my house every morning for me to feed them. I will miss them when I leave for vacation though QwQ
I have also been animating and drawing a lot lately. I bought an A5 sketchbook less than 2 weeks ago and its already halfway finished. Oops. Well Im just having fun with it XD
What else, idk Im just happy to be alive and happy despite everything Ive been through. Some people just fuckin suck man. They scarred me but couldnt break me. And in the end I will always be the one who won.
Current mood: Happy :D
Current music: Vylet Pony
